surya2037 wrote:By the way, has anyone seen our Mother lately? Or has anyone of you ever met her? How old is she?
You will never meet the Mother just by asking endless ridiculous questions.
How old is she? Over the past few years Arjun and other PBKs have been patient in accomodating one question leading to another leading to another leading to another leading to another leading to another leading to another... zzz ...
Anyway ... what form of the Mother are you curious about? The Mother also
plays many roles. Some of which I don't think you'd like to see. The main thing is; is that, when the C**P stops flying off the fan and everything settles down, there will be one BIG BAD QUESTION. Where were you when YOUR MOTHER needed you most?
One time in Delhi I asked Baba/Virendra Dev Dixit about the parallel between Jagadamba Saraswati (part-timer) and Jagadamba/Mummy. My question was 'If Saraswati had received co-operation from the Yagya at the time of her Illness would she have perished in such an untimely manner? The reply was that she did not recieve the full co-operation and suffered unnecessarily from the lack of good wishes etc. (There was a lot of power play going on at the time, Saraswati was the main player holding it all in check). When she was out of the way, Brahma Baba became the soft target.
I asked, "How we could help Mummy?" Baba replied that "
By giving love to Mummy, pure spiritual love". This is the support she needs right now. suspect that every BK/PBK has had an experience of the Mother. For souls coming into knowledge after the death of Dada Lekraj that experience would be in the form of subtle Avyakt vibrations. You can search your own experiences of your Brahmin life. I'll relate some of my own to show you what I mean ...
One time during my first visit to Madhuban, I was sitting on a small marble wall that is near the graveyard in the courtyard. It was early evening after supper. BKs were in small groups and sitting here and there. One small group was just behind me partially hidden by the trunk of a small tree. I was enjoying the Madhuban experience, just lying along the cool marble wall not thinking of anything in particular, just soaking up the atmosphere. I became aware of a change in my mind and body. Like my breath being linked to my thoughts and the total feeling of lightness that expanded beyond the bounderies of my body. Breath became light sweet deep and delicious, I was feeding on nectar, the very air itself made me light.
It felt like I was floating off the wall, allthough I could still feel the contact with the wall, it felt very comfortable and not hard at all. I simply had to stretch in a small way to feel blissfull and content. I could feel this vibration like a tangible force floating/merging into the starlit night. This went on for a few minutes in a playful way. I sensed this feeling surrounding the small group behind me.
In this group was Dadi Kumarka and several others. As the feeling intensified Dadi detached herself from the group and came over to stare at me in a curious way. It was amusing to have the head of the institution come over and give me the up and down with her eyes; me, kind of writhing around on the wall unconcerned by her presence. However, out of respect I stood up and said, "Omshanti Dadi". She could definitely feel what I was feeling. That floating on air sweet liquid lightness. I nodded and she nodded back. I wondered off for a cup of tea I guess after that ...
My thoughts on the matter were that it was some kind of angelic experience (me being a BK noobie) connected with Brahma Baba. Because Kumarka had spent so much time with Brahma Baba she was able to recognise it also. These experiences continue up to now in my PBK life. I don't need them everday, its the understanding that is the main thing, its just a Karmic account.
I'll relate others some other time ...