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- Joined: 19 Aug 2017
Thank you Pink Panther...I more fully understand what you said now about "un-finding yourself". I am currently developing something I was told not to focus on as a BK...since we are "spiritual workers and not social workers"....and it feels good. I am also re-discovering a spirituality I thought I had lost. I am only starting to see the BK stuff for what it really is; and it is horrific. All of the beauty I once felt and saw seems now to be forced and all for the wrong reasons why it is all being done. And "Seniors" vs. "juniors"? For almost a decade I fought against all that nonsense..they all keeping me on a higher than average level for all that I could give financially and service;it was even said to me that since my role in drama in the BK world was higher, why wasn't I satisfied? There is no equality/democracy in BK world. You should have seen SR. Mohini's face when I, seated at VIP table, get up and sit with all those serving the VIP's. Thank you Pink Panther for your sharing!