We do "mind" as in we care and this is what we are here for.
I think I would consider that as a strong intuition or drive that is pushing you to what you need ... which is some kind of companionship or community.
We can offer you some, but only so much. You also need to find real world companionship. I would avoid the habit of floating off and change it as it will only make you more detached from life. Go for walks, speak to people, find an activity you like and get to know others who do too.
It's a sham Pink Panther is not around right now, you might PM them, as this is really their kind of area. I think what they would say is stick with that feeling, don't be afraid and don't over react, and look deep into it, speak to it, ask it why it has come and what it wants to teaching you etc.
I'll think about it.
What did you do before BK that you enjoyed? Unfortunately, we know very little about you so it's difficult to advise specifically. I think what I did was re-find myself and pick up on my journey, not Lekhraj Kirpalani's.
Lekhraj Kirpalani had his own journey in life, his own lessons and test, his own boons, at his level. You are not him and they are not yours.
Personally, when I hear "follow the Father" I think that means, "follow the Father", which means ... find your own path, not join and follow someone else's!