Mr Green wrote:Once I bought a pair or sandals that I liked and my centre in charge made me throw them away as I hadn't sought his approval before spending my money! Evil bastards, living like that has to mess you up!
That's really insane. I had no idea it was that bad. Where on earth did the guy get thoughts like that? It's like prison abuse.
I never had an experience like that but do remember being told that if I had the thought "my wallet" it was wrong and I should think, "it is Baba's wallet". Nice trick!
The funny thing is, a lot of this craziness is BKs doing to each other and not even the Seniors having to tell them to do it. It reminds me of
the Stanford Prison Experiment. Some people just get off having control over others ... and other have an inbuilt tendency to accept being controlled.
Where to go with all the disappointment? Turn them into convictions to warn others.
I suspect the feelings are worse for individuals who got involved when they were young and free and threw that part of their life away.
For me too, my biggest regret is allowing myself to be sucked in by the BKs at an early age. It was a very big mistake. I had no idea how dishonest they were and how much they have covered up their own and their guru-medium's insanity. If I had known the truth, I would never have gotten involved. Therefore, I think the leaders are rip offs and con artists.