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God picked up a flower, dipped it in dew
lovingly touched it, which turned into you
He gifted it to me & said this friend is for you.
I will not smell it bcoz I will know it's fragrance.
I will stitch it in my left pocket bcoz
when looking it universe will see my heart also.
My beloved Cockoo, golden winged, forehead with glittering star, why you not sing.
In this Sakar world every inch of land give me uneasiness.
So I wish to leave this place.
May be my soul has the fate to wander and yours to cry.
Otherwise please give me two feet of land as my own wherever I go.... So I grafted it in it's mother plant.
Divine Sister,
I Manoharan. Body and soul.
"Brother do you know why I say you don't come here? " I,"Purely suspicion due to slight jealousy! Need any explanation?"
"While He was in Rasleela at Thiruampady high school, sorry at Rasmandalam other Gopis did not recognize that He is also in jokes with other Gopis . Only one Radha knew it and quarrelled with Him and ran to her residence. One day as unquenchable eager to see her, Krishna visited her house. She scolded Him " Many times I told you don't come here Brother."
Sister, once you told me that "Brother everything will be OK " while I told you about from where will we get money to flourish Baba's messages while I told to recommend me to help me to recruit BKs to join in that Bobanum Moliyum network scheme.
That your words - Brother everything will be OK - encouraged me to fulfill my ambition. Till now I was fondled your words in my mind.
I came to BK Nisha Bahan to give her my "Voice of Angels 101 mp3 Devotional Songs CD ROM" which I downloaded from BK Anand Bhai's website http://www.voiceofangels.org which he allowed free downloading for everybody. I take 12 hours continues task to download it. BK Anand Bhai's http://www.smsempower.com's Today's Pearl SMS tempted me to see her to finish all my sins towards her. But she neglected that CD and get me out from Baba Room with my unfinished RajYoga Meditation and told me to do meditation in my residence and don't come there.
Vijayamma Chechi a senior Mathaji was witness.
All my expectations are in vain. From that incident I came to the conclusion that Brahmakumaris all are not favorable to me. Next days Pearl SMS was encouraging one. So I know that few of Brahmakumaris like me. Storms of Maya no problem. Is Maya ugly? Damage caused by them for my physical organs is also not new threat.
One Brother told me to stop excess exercises in our centre. What a nonsense! They consider that I was doing those exercises there with my own will. They cannot understand that they are done by Baba because most Kumars rely only on Murli. They consider second step for RajYoga Meditation. This is not good. Consider first importance to RajYoga make view of Baba insight.
My physical organs are decaying day by day. Sister knows it. Once a cancer specialist Doctor Bhai came to our centre from Mount Abu I consulted him for my problem in stomach. At that time shouting of above said Maya was terrific for contacting him without the prior appointment of charge Sister.
You was witness.
Sister, I NEED AN EXPERT MEDICAL TREATMENT.
And she wrote a reply to me if I contact my beloved Sister in future their parivaram will arrange my funeral when I send a letter to you expressing my sorrows to get consolation. They send parivarams to my house and they told about me to my Father and mother and my neighbors. I doubt whether they consider their wife, Sister and mother in same way. I communicate everything through letters because letter correspondence is my hobby. I send these type of letters many times to Matha Amrithanandamayi also.
But she was not fury. She made me tranquil using her extra ordinary hugging treatment while darshan at her ashram.
About 15 years ago I joined Brahmakumaris and studied RajYoga Meditation under the expert teaching of Kerala's Dadis BK Minni Bahan, BK Pankajam Bahan and BK Nisha.Bahan. From BK Minni Bahan I came to know the existence of Atma in ourself and that knowledge encouraged me to stick on Brahmakumaris to study more about Atma and thus Shiva Baba. I joined Brahmakumaris not as accidentally. I was an instrument of Baba. While BK Minni Bahan etc came to Alappuzha to discuss with Mr. Radhakrishna Reddiar of Sowbhagya, Mullackal to start BK centre at Alleppey. At that time I was in his residence . I was studying there Transcendental Meditation of Maharishi Mahesh Yogi. Reddiar Sir was the tutor in Alleppey of Transcendental Meditation of Maharishi Mahesh Yogi.
Thus I was a the first witness to start BKcentre at Alleppey. So my connection with Brahmakumaris is a command of Baba in me.
Sister, I always following you because you are the only one person who really understand me.
As we have only few hours contact at BK centre at Alleppey while in Murli classes your Atma's compatibility with my Atma is divine.
Your face flowered with happiness when I came there made me an obligation in my mind towards you.
From I started in connection with Brahmakumaris my financial problem was worsening. I sold Rs. 30 lakhs valued property for Rs. 7 lakhs in order to solve my financial liabilities. After that incident again my financial condition weakened. Now my liabilities are about 8 lakhs. Baba making me poor because to test Brahmakumaris whether they serve a person using all aspect. Brahmakumaris services are not satisfied by Baba. Do you remember my Brother late Mr. Satheesh, an ardent BK. His mother usually told me that their family is ruined after he joined Brahmakumaris. So I says that in our Brahmakumaris, Baba seeing some serious problems. Perhaps my poverty may be a good omen to write this letter which Baba done.
Once a representative Brother send by PBK Murthy P.B. of Advance Party came to my residence to invite me to study more about Shiva Baba. Thus I again have doubt about our Brahmakumaris that which one is real. As I told everything need money and you agreed. My ration retail shop is an utter failure. If I got a continuous flow of money from the sales of products in the following web link I can resign from ration shop and shall able to meditate Baba always without the worry of lack of money. So to extend my life need sympathy from Brahmakumaris. Help me by recommending Madhuban for purchasing products by BKs from the following link . As spiritual peoples you may say that you will not indulge in business matters. If so why you told me every thing will be OK Brother.
If I will be no more and if BKs not believe in Astrology and Numerology that every thing is predetermined and a repetition, please buy books of Famous Books, Trivandrum at any of their branches all over Kerala and tell Mr. Shyam Prasad one of the directors of Famous Books to give it's commission to my family.
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Don't consider this my inner grief as a wasteful thing and let them out through the next ear.
continue....