18 Aug 2007
Sorry Mr Green, but your humility saddens me. It may even be the dreaded "politeness" sickness. Your every word underpinned by an air of, I don't want to cause trouble, maybe even guilt of some sort. Feeling obliged to accept bullying be it racial, sexist, cultural or sectarian; not to mention financial manipulation.
While the past cannot be changed, we can prevent others from going through the same. For years I have felt this to be my role/responsibility. I never in all my time had a role within the BKs, so perhaps I was always earmarked for something like this and a certain few people knew it because Brahma told them about all this. Dadi was warned of the "Scots" and that they would be coming or something. She will also know the likely outcome.
Manmat I know, but there you go. I don't always do what I am told. I am a troublemaker, like yourself no doubt. A headfull of elevated nonsense and nowhere to put it. When we are lied to, the imagination is left to do its own thing. Everything may be just fine but we are not being told that. In a word, celibacy. Insecure people who don't trust themselves and so are building big rigid rules.
Will the lies be justified one day even? God seems to be able to justify telling lies if it is for the benefit of others. Now that could be abused a fair bit, I bet, by BKWSU. We may have been chased out of there in order to do just this. Honest, open, transparent communication in front of the world.
Weird I know. Open, honest communication which triggers people's "terrorist" alert? Well, I am going to be a bad person if that is what it is. In fact, my behaviour may deteriorate to an all time low if there is not some movement for once in this world in the preferred direction.
Mr Green, could it be that you are a "MIC" soul? Were "they" looking for "us" all along? Were we looking for ourselves? I don't see any other "mic's" around really. What is a "mic" soul"?
(I have a choice today. I have had no vegetables for a few days. I either spend the money on veg, my next money comes in 4-5 days, or I put it towards the debit which will cause me a £30 fine, which may happen anyway. It will have to be the fine, and I will cailm it back. I wonder if Dadi ever had these sorts of problems? Is there someone making sure that I live this way? It all changes now, change, change, change, change ...
We don't have to speak in anger, but I can assure you that you are not being over the top here and I am glad to hear you, someone, ANYONE!, speaking out. Now, what about the rest of you? The ones who read and say nothing? It may be that it will be your voice who really counts in the end. Are there others like Mr Green has done, who suffer in silence. It is not about hurting BKWSU. It is about changing things, tweaking things, because they no longer bring benefit ... TO THE MAJORITY.
Admin telling yogi's what to do? Is this not like little red riding hood asking the wolf for a safe escort through the woods to Grandma's? No, it needs to be changed. It is the "Brahmin" way. We change things if they are not working. So let's get on with it and make these NECESSARY changes, eh? If people get hit in the role that's too bad, or would that be to adopt "their" attitude. How do we know that we are not doing exactly as we are supposed to? Duh ...
CHANGE, the nature of the game, and always was, that bit never changes.