thank you, Howie, nice one! Especially the "mass hallucination", you found the right words to describe that!! Do they put "trips" in the tolis? or magic mushrooms or peyote? Or do they trigger some innate capacity in us to "hallucinate"? So it becomes a "natural high" and the BKWSU cannot be accused of being a big international dope dealing organization?
I also was wondering about our stage of "searching", when we first believed and were caught in the honeymoon stage web. Searching means either that you are stumbling, like Baba says, so we were "lost" or that we had lost something. In the Newcomers, BKTit-Pit talks about "mis-adaptation" and this feeling of being a fish out of water in the Kaliyug present defective and sorrowful world. It was a common trait for many of us. Love + good vibes.