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hello ,
I am so confused about everything in my life.mai bachpan me apne mom k sath BK centre jati thi.but bade hte2 padai ki wajah se ni ja pai.aur ek reason ye b tha na jane ka k hum 5 Sisters h aur baki ka utna interest ni tha.wo ni jati thi.to mera b man wahan se hatne laga.mje bhi Maya ka jhoka laga.aur mai centre se dur hti chali gai.meri mom ne mje bahut achi shiksha di h.wo mje b centre chalne ko khti h but unhone mje kabhi force ni kia kunki wo manti h kisi ko force krne se usk man me ache bhav ni lae ja skte.kunki mai sbse choti hun isliye meri ma k sath mera time jyada spend hua h.to wo mje roj Baba ki achi batein batati h.jitna maine samjha h ma se, mera manna h k Baba bhi kewal unhi ko apnate h jinko wo chahte h.jitni b stories maine suni h ma se agar kisi bacche ko Baba bulana chahte h wo khud use indication dete h.mai puri tarah se Baba se judna chahti hun but Baba ne abi tak mujhe aisa koi indication ni dia h k mai unki bacchi hun.ma khti h is gurukul se wo hi jud paenge jo phle se(kalp kalp se) Baba k bacche h.kya sahi kya galat h kuch ni samajh aa rha.mai pavitra nai hun kunki mjme vikar h mai unse chootkara ni pa rai to kya mje Baba kabhi ni apnaenge????????????????
maine bachpan se padai me bahut mehnat ki h.mai chahti thi k mai apne dad ka sapna pura karun.maine science side se padai ki h kunki mere Father chahte the.aur kisi b meri Sister ka padai me man ni laga. bachpan se padai me thk thi means mere no ache ate the.bt mai yad krti thi cheejo ko na k unhe samajti thi.lekin ab jb meri padai puri ho gai h muje job nai mil rai h.mere se peeche rahne wale b ab job kar rahe h.maine graduation k bad 1 year coaching bhi ki bt mje safalta ni mili.ab to mera bilkul b padai me man ni lgta....padne baithti hun kuch aur sochne lagti hun...please give me guidance....
I am so confused about everything in my life.mai bachpan me apne mom k sath BK centre jati thi.but bade hte2 padai ki wajah se ni ja pai.aur ek reason ye b tha na jane ka k hum 5 Sisters h aur baki ka utna interest ni tha.wo ni jati thi.to mera b man wahan se hatne laga.mje bhi Maya ka jhoka laga.aur mai centre se dur hti chali gai.meri mom ne mje bahut achi shiksha di h.wo mje b centre chalne ko khti h but unhone mje kabhi force ni kia kunki wo manti h kisi ko force krne se usk man me ache bhav ni lae ja skte.kunki mai sbse choti hun isliye meri ma k sath mera time jyada spend hua h.to wo mje roj Baba ki achi batein batati h.jitna maine samjha h ma se, mera manna h k Baba bhi kewal unhi ko apnate h jinko wo chahte h.jitni b stories maine suni h ma se agar kisi bacche ko Baba bulana chahte h wo khud use indication dete h.mai puri tarah se Baba se judna chahti hun but Baba ne abi tak mujhe aisa koi indication ni dia h k mai unki bacchi hun.ma khti h is gurukul se wo hi jud paenge jo phle se(kalp kalp se) Baba k bacche h.kya sahi kya galat h kuch ni samajh aa rha.mai pavitra nai hun kunki mjme vikar h mai unse chootkara ni pa rai to kya mje Baba kabhi ni apnaenge????????????????
maine bachpan se padai me bahut mehnat ki h.mai chahti thi k mai apne dad ka sapna pura karun.maine science side se padai ki h kunki mere Father chahte the.aur kisi b meri Sister ka padai me man ni laga. bachpan se padai me thk thi means mere no ache ate the.bt mai yad krti thi cheejo ko na k unhe samajti thi.lekin ab jb meri padai puri ho gai h muje job nai mil rai h.mere se peeche rahne wale b ab job kar rahe h.maine graduation k bad 1 year coaching bhi ki bt mje safalta ni mili.ab to mera bilkul b padai me man ni lgta....padne baithti hun kuch aur sochne lagti hun...please give me guidance....