Kate wrote:He said, "in as much as I tried to forget you, I just cannot. Our memories together keeps on lingering in my thoughts all the time. I don't know why? ... me despite of non-communication between us for so many months.
It is then sure that he desperately need human touch / feelings / care / love for his survival and at the same time he is getting some psychic support or strength being in the BKs and so he do not want to leave that either.
I don't want to be hypocrite, I still care about this poor fellow & I want to resurrect him from the vampires but her love for Bap Dada is stronger that what we used to share.
You may try keeping yourself strong by just asking him to be on ONE boat for the benefit of everyone. If he agrees, then he really loves you or just believe that he was not for you. Keep yourself strong, Kate.
I think he is now in the verge of having mental & deep emotional disorder. Any advise? shall I just let him be sucked by the vampires & forget about him forever. He is completely at lost and confused!
Please pull or push him on one boat, for his sanity ... YOU HAVE TO DO THAT ...