Dear Bro. Arjun, Shiv Sena, John, Bansy & all other Souls in this Form,
Om Shanti,
I like to share my experience and I need your opinion.
I am a BK Kumar, 8 years in Gyan. I have strong faith in Shiva Baba & BB & Mama(Om Radhey). I respect Dadis and all Sr. Faculties. I do Baba's service with full mind and follows most of of Baba's Shrimat strictly. I experience the +ve & -ve parts of BK life clearly during my childhood days of my Alokik Life. So I have taken the promise that whatever happend in BK Family & also in my Lokik Family, I will not leave my Baba & my purity. Now also I am very happy with BK life in every sense because I see only Shiva Baba & Drama.
5 years before one of my BK friend received information about the Avance Party (only one day class), he was frustrated, confused & still continuing BK Life with satisfaction.
All this things makes me eager to know about the PBKs. I got a chance to do 5 days class about Advanced Knowledge.
I did the Bhatti.
I have signed Affidavit (Faith Certificate) because I wanted to meet Virendra Dev Dixit and otherwise PBKs won't allow to meet him.
Finally, I got the chance to meet Virendra Dev Dixit face to face.
All the above I did, not because;
But after first meeting with Virendra Dev Dixit, I couldn't/did not have Shiva Baba's unique experience through him.
By "experience", what I mean was that by Almighty's presence we will forget body-consciousness and automatically we will become soul-conscious (at least for some time) and our wishes of birth after birth to meet him in Sakar will be fulfilled. You see, if BapDada comes in Madhuban the atmosphere fully changes and I used to feel inner happiness even when I am sitting in the big hall. I used to feel pain when he goes back.
Knowledge discussion and debate, even non-BKs can also do very well, as Baba says in Murli.
Still I continue BK life with satisfaction but Sakar Baba's experience still I would like it. My aim is to become completely viceless and become Lighthouse for the entire world. I do not hate any PBKs as they are my Brothers and their knowledge.
Let me know your opinion. It may be my fault to recognize him, if so what Purusharth should I should do? Because I do not want to be disappointed later.
Om Shanti,
I like to share my experience and I need your opinion.
I am a BK Kumar, 8 years in Gyan. I have strong faith in Shiva Baba & BB & Mama(Om Radhey). I respect Dadis and all Sr. Faculties. I do Baba's service with full mind and follows most of of Baba's Shrimat strictly. I experience the +ve & -ve parts of BK life clearly during my childhood days of my Alokik Life. So I have taken the promise that whatever happend in BK Family & also in my Lokik Family, I will not leave my Baba & my purity. Now also I am very happy with BK life in every sense because I see only Shiva Baba & Drama.
5 years before one of my BK friend received information about the Avance Party (only one day class), he was frustrated, confused & still continuing BK Life with satisfaction.
All this things makes me eager to know about the PBKs. I got a chance to do 5 days class about Advanced Knowledge.
I did the Bhatti.
I have signed Affidavit (Faith Certificate) because I wanted to meet Virendra Dev Dixit and otherwise PBKs won't allow to meet him.
Finally, I got the chance to meet Virendra Dev Dixit face to face.
All the above I did, not because;
- 1. Dissatisfaction in the BK Knowledge & family
2. My questions are not answered well
3. Lack of Purity.
But after first meeting with Virendra Dev Dixit, I couldn't/did not have Shiva Baba's unique experience through him.
By "experience", what I mean was that by Almighty's presence we will forget body-consciousness and automatically we will become soul-conscious (at least for some time) and our wishes of birth after birth to meet him in Sakar will be fulfilled. You see, if BapDada comes in Madhuban the atmosphere fully changes and I used to feel inner happiness even when I am sitting in the big hall. I used to feel pain when he goes back.
Knowledge discussion and debate, even non-BKs can also do very well, as Baba says in Murli.
Still I continue BK life with satisfaction but Sakar Baba's experience still I would like it. My aim is to become completely viceless and become Lighthouse for the entire world. I do not hate any PBKs as they are my Brothers and their knowledge.
Let me know your opinion. It may be my fault to recognize him, if so what Purusharth should I should do? Because I do not want to be disappointed later.