Posted: 21 Sep 2007
When i first get to know about the Father i fist felt that i have found something - i have mentioned elsewhere that it was as if the heart flied and suddenly it cried as it is described - "My Baba".
When i was meeting him personally, inside there was a voice - be it emerging naturally and spontaneously or due to self-suggestion that - this is the creator of heaven - that was bringing very happy feelings - and he is my Father. Why nothing? One feels some familiarity with his Father. And also the feeling that there is some gain from him.
At that time and after going back i was left with the feeling that i like to help him. Also i have a feeling that i have a teacher and also a guru. So I am student. It is said that student life is the best. Also my salvation is taking place. Are there better feelings than these.
Before i met him a Brother related me his experiences that when he looks at you you feel full and feel that you would do everything for him and that appeared to be so. Also as another Brother has described there is the feeling that "I am very untruthful".
Regarding the cutting of sins i can relate an experience of another Brother that is connected with a song - from the beginnings of the Murli - from the path of bakti - "We are so impure and despite this you ... accepts us ... make us yours ... or allows us near ... something like this ... you are so innocent God i just cannot understand you".
When i was meeting him personally, inside there was a voice - be it emerging naturally and spontaneously or due to self-suggestion that - this is the creator of heaven - that was bringing very happy feelings - and he is my Father. Why nothing? One feels some familiarity with his Father. And also the feeling that there is some gain from him.
At that time and after going back i was left with the feeling that i like to help him. Also i have a feeling that i have a teacher and also a guru. So I am student. It is said that student life is the best. Also my salvation is taking place. Are there better feelings than these.
Before i met him a Brother related me his experiences that when he looks at you you feel full and feel that you would do everything for him and that appeared to be so. Also as another Brother has described there is the feeling that "I am very untruthful".
Regarding the cutting of sins i can relate an experience of another Brother that is connected with a song - from the beginnings of the Murli - from the path of bakti - "We are so impure and despite this you ... accepts us ... make us yours ... or allows us near ... something like this ... you are so innocent God i just cannot understand you".