Aimée wrote:I have met God. I am fulfilled, happy, in love, and all what I want to achieve now is to be able to surrender to him, let go of my disillusions and my cynicism, and accept whatever he tells me, this is the way to enlightment and true happiness, and purity.
I certainly can approve of that. To have God as your one love, to surrender to him as you know him.
In the PBK world, no one has any authority, except the teachings, and even it is up to take what we want from it.
I am glad to hear that the PBKs are not in their students' faces, don't ask their students' secrets, give students Shrimat or otherwise appear to take responsibility for their students' lives. Perhaps the PBKs will succeed where the BKs have failed!
I am hiding those treasure in my everyday life, I have very few people in the outside world who can accept my world, and even in a website where we speak all the time about God, is not this acceptable?
Here I wonder. It's definitely not the world or God's fault if your beauty and inner treasures are not visible. It's not because the world is a hell. Others are able to seen and be seen, love and be loved. Believe me, that I am seeing you, through what your write, and you do reveal yourself to us, with all your qualities and treasures.
I do believe that this world now has reach a point of no return, and you don't need to be spiritual to see it, the economist say it, the ecologists say it, the quantum physics says that with your thoughts you influence the world, how can we recover from the amount of rubbish that is spread every day on the television, by the example the politicians give us, by the way most of the people live, and what they accept to live. How is this world acceptable when the ones who live a decent live, with enough to eat and dress, where their lives is not threatened every day, are becoming a minority?
You are right about this, the world has become hell for many.
I might be naive, or with faith in the drama, but for me this is the description of hell, and after hell comes heaven ... Of course, I won't be able to prove you that, but I am deeply convinced that it will happen, and all what the Murlis or the clarifications explain gives a vast, deep, logical picture of the drama.
And yet this life is supposed to be the highest. For me, I will have love in my relationships now, and I will judge if the love is pure or not. Even Baba says, there is no guarantee for the future. If there is something you want to do in your life, do it now, Baba says.
The moment of realization, and the moment of receiving the fruits will always be in the now, at least when we consider the realm of the spiritual. You won't get your pension till you retire (and even then you might not get it.) Inner realization manifests its effects immediately. Life is a different color. It is a different color after coming to Baba, a different color after falling in love, a different color, after learning to love yourself.
However, I respect your vision of the reality as well as Mr Green or any other, I don't have any desire to impose my opinion, I just would like to be able to share it ...
I do not write to repress or criticize, only to respond. As you say, some of my difficulties are with the ways BKs have utilized the power of their captivating world view. I am sure your faith can survive (and even continue to feel welcome here) whatever reflections or questions or experiences of my own I might raise.
Regards,