truth wrote:Let me say openly that I am not addicted to BK or PBK or ex-BK etc. etc. But I love my Baba Shiv Baba & follow Brahma who is having good wishes about his children to become Bapsaman. I do not hate any one.
That is so good of you. We all need to imbibe this virtue.
truth wrote:I need strong straight forward experience not Gyan/debate/stories/Murli's to show ShivBaba's presence in PBK because Murli points are twisting (some are towards BK, some are towards PBK). Baba's Murli depends on students sitting in front of him. Its like waves in a lake.
You can find Advanced Knowledge as well as experiences of PBKs on this forum, but if you wish to experience the presence of ShivBaba in the Advance Party, then you would have to undergo the Advance Course and the bhatti if you are willing. Alternatively, you could hear or see any of the clarification Murlis as available on
http://www.PBKs.info site.
As regards Murli points being twisting, I agree to some extent because the same Murli points have sometimes been used by the members of different groups within the Brahmin family to prove their claims. But you have been gifted with the third eye of knowledge and wisdom to decide for yourself, what is truth.
Yes, there may be lot of corruption in BK, so that doesn't mean that one should blindly jump into PBK. I came to BK with love for ShivBaba and his ordinance about Purity.
Although the corruption or violation of Shrimat by BKs may be one of the reasons for many of the BKs to leave them and become PBKs, but that is not the sole reason. Most PBKs have become PBKs because their thirst for satisfactory answers to valid querries were not quenched by the BK teachers/Seniors nor is there any scope for the BKs to get the querries cleared from Avyakt BapDada. So it is natural for them to take notice when someone tries to quench their thirst.
Your attraction towards purity is appreciated and ShivBaba (through Baba Virendra Dev Dixit) has commended the BKs umpteen number of times in the clarification Murlis for their dharnaa and purity as well as service.
As per the Murli, Baba says to remember Shiv and follow Brahma (PBKs also agree with this) not Didi/Dadi. So I am doing that only. Let them do anything, I see my Baba's eye only.
Yes, Baba wants us to do that. But he wants us to follow Brahma in his actions and not to remember Brahma because if we remember Brahma then we will also have to leave this body like him.
If I experienced the spark of God's presence there then I will break all BK bondages. As per Baba says, I need blessing from all (Brahmin Parivar), if one converted into PBK then BKs will curse like anything at that soul to their face for that I need ALMIGHTY POWER PRESENCE. FOR LAST 6 MONTHS I was in greatest dilemma because of this PBKs Advanced Knowledge and ALMIGHTY'S PRESENCE.
When I was given Advanced Knowledge first of all I was in a similar dilemma for many months. Like you, I was also not dissatisfied with the BKs and was with them just because of Baba. I got love and affection from almost all the BKs whom I knew. So, I used to argue a lot with PBKs before doing the Advance Course. I used to narrate Murlis at some BK Gitapathshalas while doing a job. So, I tried to find proofs in the Murlis for whatever PBKs had told me while giving message. And when I found proofs for most of the points, I did the Advance Course and got answers to remaining querries and decided to take the plunge.
Had I remained with the BKs, they would have rewarded me with some posts/recognitions. I could have spent the rest of my life in the comforts that the BK heirarchy offers to the loyal BKs. But Baba was more important for me than all other comforts and recognitions. When I became a PBK, there were very few Gita pathshalas in entire India and no mini-Madhubans except the one housed in the old, dilapidated building at Kampil. And most importantly there was not enough information that is now available through the internet. In fact, I learnt to operate computers and internet many years after becoming a PBK. So, in spite of negligible facilities, there were those strong vibes in Baba's house and persona that if the Brahmin family can be united it is through this Advanced Knowledge.
If the transformation of the world can take place it is through this Advanced Knowledge and that force kept me alive although my boat shook many a times when different parties emerged from among the PBKs. But these storms have only made my commitment towards Baba stronger. I accept that we may not be able to answer all the queries of all the souls to their satisfaction, but at least ShivBaba has given us the freedom to share The Knowledge that he has given us with others, unlike the BK administration which neither wants to answer the valid queries itself nor allows souls to approach Avyakt BapDada.
Regards,
OGS,
Arjun