Dear bkti-pit,
You sound like a healthy and balanced BK, clear about who you are and what you are ready to believe and not believe. Your energy is smooth and easy. That must feel wonderful.
I see the world like a rose and each petal is in relationship with the other. In other words, we are in relationship with everything around us, not just people, but also rganizations, cities, breeds of animals, flowers, you name it. Some work for us and some don't. It is the same with the BK's. The BK personality is such that it will either work well with your own personality or not. You will either believe in birth through Yoga, or think these people are just laughing all the way to the bank.
Someone like me who allowed herself to be changed in order to be accepted by a group that mystified me most of the time, is something I need to look at within my own self. I wanted to work on myself but I knew deep down that this group did not work for my personality. Why did I have to be a member of a group anyway to work on myself? This caused me much skepticism regarding the organization's honesty and integrity.
Understanding ourselves is a process and it takes time and patience.
Apart from waxing philosophical till the cows come home, we can rely on two things as far as I know (today):
1. Everything changes.
2. The truth always reveals itself.
Love and light,
rayoflight