If you are the incubus, then you owe me an apology!
ex-l wrote:My current position is that there are probably both phenomenons, and the secret is to be able to discern between the two. Has anyone experienced this?
The concept of twin-flames came to my attention a couple of years ago and through chakra work, I was able to learn how to connect with it. It is, what we call, the "God" part of us that has not incarnated, and invoking the twin required one to have a highly developed spirituality. So, I tried it and, yes, it worked.
I could actually feel the energy descending upon me and filling me with such blissful ecstacy that I was high for several hours. I have friends who have witnessed me in this state, saying I was "glowing" as though I were in love. But then when the energy would depart, the high would be like falling from the sky, or like having a drug fix wear off.
This is VERY different from the incubus dream I had when I was in my early 20's. The incubus dream happened to me, while I intentionally called in the twin-flame. Now, I don't know if it really was my so-called twin-flame. It could have been something else, as far as I know.
Another time the energy of Mother Mary descended upon me and for about thirty minutes I felt like the perfect mother and I knew it wasn't me. I knew an energy had come to me and I KNEW it was Mother Mary. Knowing this, although I was a bit frightened, I was able to be an observer as well as a participant during this "experience." And I actually felt grateful for being able to feel "the perfect mother" in my own body. It was a truly incredible experience that left me wishing I could actually be as perfect and loving as she was, and hoped that the memory would be imprinted on my psyche for when I would become a mother myself.
Just to let you know, I am not Catholic and have never had any mystical attachment to Mother Mary (I was in Italy though when this happened.) The events that occured shortly before this were connected to a terrible experience I had had with the BKs that left me with a scar of betrayal and suffering at a deep level. I did not make any connection with the two events however, until I read that Archangel Raphael, the healer, is often connected with Mother Mary. So I wondered if out of pity, they came to heal me, because after that, the suffering subsided.
Miracle? Angel? Devil?