Alone
Posted: 09 Aug 2007
Not as often as before but I still do become overcome with suicidal feelings, today I am awash with it ... thanks Baba, thanks Jayanti, thanks Dadi, thanks to all the other people who TOTALLY misguided my life then refused to help me in any tiny way.
If I ever do take my life, I want you to know (although I realise it is impossible for you to understand the concept of anything outside your walls) that you were truly instrumental in making my life very difficult ... I gave you everything, you left me with nothing.
If I ever do take my life, I want you to know (although I realise it is impossible for you to understand the concept of anything outside your walls) that you were truly instrumental in making my life very difficult ... I gave you everything, you left me with nothing.