Mukhri Mata funding
Posted: 28 Apr 2008
Hello everyone,
cannot believe I am writing on here ... it feels like I shouldn't but, I've been reading a lot of the threads, and there are a lot of like minded people on here.
Anyway, I guess I'll give a brief intro of myself ... I took the course when I was very young ... I stopped for a few years and then did the course again later, so officially I've been "in Gyan" for just over a couple years. Anyway, I started questioning things when I started to see the darker side of the Senior Sister in charge of the centre I go to. So much of what I read on the forums really does ring true and I wonder if I am being duped, I do sincerely want to find God and the truth, and maybe this has left me open and vulnerable.
I go to class every morning, forget Amrit Vela, it just won't happen and I follow the diet as well ... so I am more BK than ex-BK but, still, I was hoping to connect with you all, for some advice.
I recently heard that there is a new building being constructed called Mukhri Mata and it will hold 5,000 people. Dadi Janki sort of in a roundabout way asked for donations to put towards this mammoth task of getting this building ready before the next season ... so I've been thinking about giving some of my hard earned cash for this - I went to the bank today and took out quite a bit and then it hit me ... am I falling for something here? Am I being duped into giving away my money? I know I shouldn't think of it as my money but still - I wonder ... does anyone have any advice please?
cannot believe I am writing on here ... it feels like I shouldn't but, I've been reading a lot of the threads, and there are a lot of like minded people on here.
Anyway, I guess I'll give a brief intro of myself ... I took the course when I was very young ... I stopped for a few years and then did the course again later, so officially I've been "in Gyan" for just over a couple years. Anyway, I started questioning things when I started to see the darker side of the Senior Sister in charge of the centre I go to. So much of what I read on the forums really does ring true and I wonder if I am being duped, I do sincerely want to find God and the truth, and maybe this has left me open and vulnerable.
I go to class every morning, forget Amrit Vela, it just won't happen and I follow the diet as well ... so I am more BK than ex-BK but, still, I was hoping to connect with you all, for some advice.
I recently heard that there is a new building being constructed called Mukhri Mata and it will hold 5,000 people. Dadi Janki sort of in a roundabout way asked for donations to put towards this mammoth task of getting this building ready before the next season ... so I've been thinking about giving some of my hard earned cash for this - I went to the bank today and took out quite a bit and then it hit me ... am I falling for something here? Am I being duped into giving away my money? I know I shouldn't think of it as my money but still - I wonder ... does anyone have any advice please?