"The real problem with the BKs is what they are really all out and how they been suck people's lives up on a series of falsehoods ... the whole End of the World scenario, mass Destruction of Humanity number. That's not open for interpretation. That's the way it is."
I don't want to trivialize what has been shared here but at some point you need to step back and come back to something more grounding. And I was starting feel like the simple minded Zoolander in all this.
I asked the questions above and at this stage I am satisfied with the answer. (I won't share) It is all still a little confusing and WAY off the more peaceful/soul conscience mind set I've been trying to focus on, but I am OK with seeing the bigger picture. I just don't think at this stage were I am at it's helpful to drive fully into doomsday information as I am feeling like I am being pulled away from my desire to simply be, as I am & feeling connect to God. I am not sticking my head in the sand because it will still be there in the back of my mind filed under to do later, I just want to take time to take it all in, not rush into any decisions about writing the BKs off. But again thank you for pointing this all out to me : ).