I thought I had found god, so I jumped in fullheartedly. I believed I was special. Later, I had time to rejoin life, heal family fractures etc. Plenty rich now, ooops ... and happy ...
In the 80s, it was total restriction of anything - no news, movies, books - only Adi Dev as the truth ... exercise seemed a waste of effort. So glad I left ...
When you think your body is dirty, and your new focus is purity, you have been led astray I think. I, too, thought i was a bride, although not Indian and not a girl. Very mesmerizing video. I feel sad for the girl. There is happiness beyond the BK in this life now. At first it seems no one could und...
I remember that Adi Dev book- all made up to make things sound real. I cant believe i thought it was 100&% true. Ahh, 1985, Million Minutes of Peace ... sounded great - then the let down started ... god bless ex-l, Pink Panter, Maria, Joel, etc.